Doubt

While the element of the doubt can indeed make us totally powerless, still I think it is our right, while we're standing at the edge of the cliff, looking down to the abyss of the painful needles and eyes of the past. The question is: what is right? Is there a line among those ideals? The solution is plain and simple, the voice within us. However, our gut feelings can indeed be very unclear and chaotic. Free will have the tendency to wander in the forests of long forgotten faiths.
The result will be bloody and gory. What is the most fascinating is the simple conundrum, that without the doubt, we would live almost perfect life. The agnostics would suffer and shrivel under the rule of certainty. And everything would make the sense. But in the real life, the meanings will often become so intertwined with many ideals, ideas and persons and the process will leave so many problems in its trail. There is last prayer at the end, may you never doubt your actions. All of us act irrational from time to time. Yet, there is no meaning in regret. None than pain of the soul.